Day 166- Facebook

Ahhh its Melbourne Cup which is a public holiday. Gotta love public holidays. I got to bed at 3am due to “playing” on Facebook. I am hooked, I am addicted and I could easily lose weight by sitting with the laptop in my lap and “playing” on Facebook and not getting up to do anything, nor eat anything. Ohmigod! Just think it could be called The Facebook Diet (Reney Rap is my name if you want to add me then knock yourselves out)

I spent the majority of my day enjoying my own company at Chady Shopping Centre and then caught up with ManBoy who was working today. We had lunch together (I munched on a few of his fries…ohhh ahhhh that sounds a tad rude dunnit?) and then went off my merry way doing my own thing.

I tried on heaps of clothes and I am squeezing myself into size 16. I have at least 5 kilos before I can see that a size 16 is comfortable (of course depending on style of clothes and from which store the clothes come from) I am desperate to buy a pair of pants/jeans. I went to Just Jeans and tried on a pair of jeans the size 18 are way too huge around the waist and a size 16 fits and buckles up fine but I still am experiencing a severe case of camel toe which is soooo humiliating. I kept having to pull the crotch out as it kept shoving itself up my hoohaa and my poor hoohaa (vagina) did not appreciate it.

All jokes aside I have to say that I am finally seeing some (I said some) change. I am impressed and it’s really starting to seem real. I feel like my confidence is slowly creeping back. I am very confident and strong with every aspect in m y life bar my weight. My fatness has caused me extreme grief and lack of self-confidence. Today though..I dunno….I just felt great and confident.

Food has been the usual V8 for breakfast, lunch consisted of the above mentioned ManBoy’s fries, for afternoon tea I had a few almonds and dinner was pasta, which I knew, wouldn’t stay down but my poor mum had gone to so much trouble. I ate it and then emptied my guts into the toilet bowl. Great!!

Anyways, all is good, all is fine, and I am sooo happy. I must fly, as I have to ring the gorgeous Bee and catch up on some goss!!

Peace Out!!!


Reney
P.S – A shout out to Erin! Darlin’ hope the tit job went well today and I was thinking about you the whole day. Hope you are drugged up and in la la land pain free!