Day 120 – Quiet Friday night at home…

It’s been a tremendously long week for me. I have gone into this working week playing hard ball and I came out of this working week feeling nothing but sheer exhaustion but regardless of this I am very content with the amount of work I have managed to complete. I have approached my lap band in the exact same method and all I can say it's all been positive.

My food intake has been great today and I managed to keep food down I am ticked pink and absolutely relieved about that but in the same breath restriction is still alive and present. I am still only eating mushy foods and liquids but at the same time dry biscuits have become my saviour. Sao and Savoy biscuits mmm mmm mmm yumbo. Who would have thought that dry biscuits would make me this excited?

Work has been great as I have come up with two words that I yell out all day long and try and include as much as possible in at least every sentence. The two words? I hear you ask. Cream Cheese. Yes Cream Cheese. I cannot go into how these words came about and why and when these words came about but at the time I was holding a jar of Kraft Cream Cheese Spread in my hand and I looked into the jar and let out a huge "Cream Cheese". So the whole day I have driven my work colleagues nuts and in the process they have all managed to scream out "Cream Cheese" in their daily vocab. I love it!!! Its been a hilarious day.

I gave into temptation today and ate a Kit Kat. I just had this insatiable desire for one and my cravings were getting stronger and stronger and weakling me thought ahhh fuck it just eat one and get it over with. I went home for lunch today and on the way back into work I stopped at 7 Eleven and bought one. I walked into work waving it in the air and my work colleagues started pissing themselves laughing. I sat at my work desk and enjoyed each and every bite. I think I ate it a bit fast though as before I knew it there was none left. Tei and Ash the dental nurses on today asked me how my Kit Kat tasted and I had to tell them that it was not worth all the craving and singing out for a Kit Kat. It tasted nice but why was I going on and on and on about Kit Kats yesterday, as it wasn't that special. I struggled with guilt after eating it which was expected but after waiting an hour I made sure that I drank a lot of water. Like water is going to make things all okay. See how fucked up my head is?

I spent the majority of tonight on the phone with Alister, as I didn’t feel like hanging out with him. He was itching to catch up and do something but I have no energy as Aunty Mable is still visiting. I told him to go and ask one of his other girlfriends out and he got his knickers in a twist. He went off at me, which was hysterical to say the least. He got very defensive and I managed a “yeah, yeah” and hung up on him. I love irritating the crap out of him, as he gets so girlie. Hee hee,

There is not much else to really say…how boring is my blog becoming? Everything these last couple of days has been running smoothly and my life has been a tad on the quiet side. Hopefully the weekend will bring some exciting news and an exciting blog entry. We can only hope and pray!!!

Peace Out!

Reney