I went back to work today, which was sort of a relief; the guilt of being at home was driving me nuts. Yeah, yeah I know I was sick after being butt fucked but still….okay everybody say it Reney is a martyr.
So I got home from work and put on The Greatest Hits by John Coltrane on full pelt and let the beautiful music just flow throughout my house. I got dressed, did my hair and makeup and then drove to meet up with Vicki J. This magical music man sure knows how to relax me.
Before I go any further this album has to be the sexiest album I own. It’s beautiful and smooth and the music is hot damn sexy. It’s like liquid choclate. Hmmm mmmm. Awesome .
I shall continue, so I got to the restaurant early. We decided on meeting up a restaurant/café called Shine (the best garlic prawns this side of the Southern Hemisphere) and Vicki J walked in. Readers, the girl looks simply amazing. She has lost so much weight with the lap band. God love ya little cotton socks girl, you really look terrific.
We ate dinner and did nothing but laugh and laugh. It was so refreshing to speak to someone face to face, who is experiencing the same things as I am. Vicki J also laughs at my stupid jokes like this little beauty:
R: “You know that receptionist looks like a real mole”
Vicki J: “Ohhh yeah, she answers that phone like she can’t be bothered”
R: “You know she reminds me of Count Dracula huh huh huh huh huuuuh” (trying to sound like The Count from Sesame Street)
It was a hilarious moment and one that had us pissing ourselves laughing. We also discussed Mr. Wonderful Surgeon and having sex with him…again….albeit briefly. It was awesome catching up with my lovely new friend and I cant wait to catch up again soon.
On a personal level I don’t know what transition I am going through but I can almost sense that something “BIG” is about to happen to me and its sort of making me a tad nervous, or anxious shall we say.
Define “BIG”? I don’t know how to define it exactly. But I just have this feeling that I am going to get some sort of news. Has anybody else ever experienced this? Or am I totally losing my marbles?
I’m also feeling unsure about what I want to do with my life. I’m 37, kind of single but kind of not, I think I want to chuck a backpack on and go traveling and exploring the world once again, then I get all sensible and think what about Elvis. I am itching to do something exciting. Is it time for a career change? Do I want to go back to school? ARGHHHH somebody help me.
As I sit here typing this I almost fell like I need to get away from my boring mundane life and go and find myself again. I feel that even though I am coming alive each and every day with my weight loss and exercise and re-experiencing life I don’t think it’s enough for me. Its almost like I am reevaluating my life. Am I being a neurotic generation X’er?
This is where my head is at. Your thoughts would be greatly appreciated.
Reney
6 comments:
Life is a wonderful, mysterious, exciting journey!! It will take you where you NEED to go. Don't fight it, enjoy every minute!!!
Yes I have had the feeling you have and yes my life did change and I don't regret one minute, even the mistakes. You are one of the nicest people who has come into my life and it is part of my journey, I have been very fortunate, luv ya heaps, thanks for a fun night, you ROCK!!! Vicki J
Reney... girl, this weight loss will be the life altering experience you need... just ride the wave and have fun.. a whole new world will open up for you ... think of the shopping!!!!
Erika xx
Hun,
Grab Elvis, your laptop, your camera and of course your music and books, chuck it all in Black Bertha , (she has a name for her car!!!) drive your ass to Sydney and come and live with me! You can work for me and we can live happily ever after.
T.
Unsettled...frustration...impending possibilites OR do you just need a root,shag,fuck... a poke or at least some slap and tickle???
Mmmmmm....Manboy?????? or that black dildo you love to talk about.
Thought the itchy feet talk might have been code for another itch to scratch.
Just a suggestion
Jules
Hello all,
Vicki J.... ahhhh girl, you are a delightful friend and we sound like the mutual admiration society!!! I love ya heaps too and remember if there is anything, ANYTHING you need you know where I am.
Erika!!! Where have you been? I was worried about you! Can’t wait to shop like a maniac.
T. you are so bewtiful, but I hate Sydney..way too much concrete. I reckon if we lived together I would surely drive you nuts.
Jules, you are frikkin hilarious. I guess I am feeling antsy and anxious and all mixed up, I can’t describe it...maybe it is impending possibilities.
Thanks to all of you for leaving your comments.
Reney
I toally know what you mean about feeling like being on the edge of something amazing!
Something amoazing is just round the corner for all of us, where some go wrong is missing the signs!!
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