Day 77 – Please, Please do NOT pity me!!!

I have received heaps of emails these last few weeks from lovely people, truly lovely people, who stated things such as:

* Your Prince Charming will come
* You haven’t met the right one but he is right around the corner
* You will look the beautiful bride when you finally settle down

Blah, blah, blah. I’ve had enough.

Listen people please don’t pity me, I have been pitied all my life by being overweight and it made me loathe myself. Please be assured that I am elated to be on my own and happy that I control whom I let in and out of my life. I am a 37 year old woman who is single all because I choose to be single I believe in individual freedom and personal responsibility and a fairness doctrine.

If I wanted to get married and have a family I would have done that years ago but instead I chose to be on my own as that has worked wonderfully well for me.

I am not being defensive as some readers are going to suggest that I may be, but I just don’t like feeling confined, I don’t like feeling that relationships are an obligation and I am not ready to be locked up in an institution. Marriage and “permanent” relationships probably work really well for YOU and I am happy for all of you but it’s not for me.

So thank you for your lovely words but I would rather receive emails from people who want to pick a fight with me about my political views, or about my lap band experience or to call me a fat ugly bitch.

And breathe..
And Reney's blood pressure rises again…

On a political front I am appalled on the newest John Howard campaign. I had a look at his ad on youtube.com (if you are interested hit youtube.com and then type in this sentence: Prime Minster John Howard’s Defence Gap Year announcement) I watched it at immediately I felt sick to my stomach. John “No Balls” Howard is proposing or suggesting or he referred to it as “another choice for our Young Australians aged between 17-24” that it would be a wonderful idea that OUR young boys and girls of this country dedicate only 12 months of their lives to go into Defence Force. You mother fucking wanker cunt, you fucking bloody moronic imbecile who needs to fucking perform fucking fellatio on Ron Jeremy’s cock!!

I am furious, I am outraged, and I am disgusted that he even bought this “suggestion” forward. Send your own fucking kids into the Defence Force you motherfucker. Get your kids to do quote: “ something very worthwhile for their country.” Unquote.

And yes I would be reacting the exact same way if the Australian Labor Party came up with this bullshit proposition. It’s a disgrace. I have had my ex-boyfriend S. and probably the love of my life go and do 2 tours of East Timor, 1 tour of Afghanistan and saw what became of my beautiful man…so don’t write to me and tell me that going into the Defence Force is a great thing because I have experienced first hand how fucked up someone can become after going into the army.



Peace out!

Reney